just for fun

here is a light into the life of me. i thought it might be fun to list the top 25 most played songs in my itunes library. not necessarily my favorites, just played a lot.

1. Lulluby - Dixie Chicks

2. Just Breath - Pearl Jam

3. Two Coins - Dispatch

4. Out Loud - Dispatch

5. Something Beautiful - Needtobreath

6. Wagon Wheel - Old Crow Medicine Show

7. Such Great Heights - Iron and Wine

8. Angel - Jack Johnson

9. Ship Wreck - Jars of Clay

10. Amongst the Waves - Pearl Jam

11. Lucky - Jason Mraz

12. The Way It Goes - Dispatch

13. Yesterday - The Beatles

14. Won't Turn Back - Needtobreath

15. Hello Hurricane - Switchfoot

16. Stones Under Rushing Water - Needtobreath

17. Railway - Dispatch

18. Whirlwind - Dispatch

19. You are So Beautiful - Joe Cocker

20. Dream a little dream of me - Mama Cass Elliot

21. Prisoner - Needtobreath

22. Girl Named Tennessee - Needtobreath

23. Garden - Needtobreath

24. Hard To Love - Old Crow Medicine Show

25. Angel Rays - Trevor Hall

Those are from like 3 diff albums and a couple playlists that i listen to a lot lately.

k, bye!

new years resolution

haha, these are lame, and my sarcasm will prevail.

for my 2011 resolution i am going on a diet. i will be restricting myself to caffeine and loneliness. Should be awake and single by this time next year, if diet is successful.

some ideas:

School of Architecture and Allied Arts, University of Oregon

United States Peace Corps

Hippie

Massage Therapy

--(this is an actual consideration, and completely unrelated to my current academia, which qualifies me as crazy)

professional barista

lady that reads children's books to kids at the library

thoughts or concerns.....just contact me

food for thought

food for thought...where the hell did that come from?...are my thoughts hungry? Well mine probably are, because I'm a chubby person, and I'm usually hungry. Haha.

Ok, my minds-a-goin....and i just need to blabber-jot.

So.....i have moments in this life, when i just want to throw my hands up in the air and surrender everything. Like, even my mind, haha. It's too much to handle. Since i guess i have to keep my mind, ill just blog through it.

Problem:

WHAT THE HECK DO I REALLY WANT TO DO IN THIS LIFE?

Problem #2:

WHAT THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING IN THIS LIFE?

Problem #3:

wtf.

So......I really like school, very much actually, and am considering further education in this area after completion of my current program. So....what's my problem?

I just want to help people! I want to do something that really matters. Like, REALLY matters! I know that by truly living with and for God, everything I practice will be good and meaningful. ..BUT........there is this weird achy feeling inside when i think about my future, and this country.

I just don't think that in this country, at this time, during OUR crisis overload, that it's completely acceptable to just 'DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO!'

***follow your dreams kids, the recession can wait***

That may sound hopeless or dark, or just dumb, but it's how i feel now.

----I will just have to work through this. I feel good mostly about school. There really is a lot of 'MEANINGFUL' potential in my field of study. Maybe I can help build homes for people in real need, and help teach useful skills/trades, and hopefully all kinds of great things. Woof, too much to chew on for now.

excuse while i get lost in my latte and music. Goodnight!