2:12 a.m. this song struck at an old wound. but sometimes youve just gotta deal with shit. by yourself, in the dark, in your room, in the middle of the night. i still have shit. lots of it. But this song was inspiring. like a romantic anthem i can sing to my future self. I think if there is ever a chance of being able to handle myself loving another 'one' again, I first need to fall back in love with myself.
its like, can i just throw a fucking wrench in the gears that are dulling my soul? just give the devil the bird, and go on with my hippy-go-happy life.
When i listen to this song, here is the video in my mind:
Me (current): sad and broken walking through a statue park. Desperately trying to find myself, and trying not to drown. Seeing a light glowing. The light is coming from either my reflection, or from my future self. its a future me, Presented in full love and full light. Its refreshing to know it can be that way again. This song is like a plea and promise that I wont let that future me down. I have to make it to the light again. I can't let the light down. I have to try with every breath and every tear, to keep my promise.
I won't let you down
no, i won't let you down
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