10:41 p.m.  i am an idiot.

i am a love drunk idiot.  i should be committed, hah.  why do i get myself into these situations?  its like the same as buying a ticket for the heartbreak train.  what the hell am i doing?

i am an idiot.  other people are idiots too.  that is fact.  but nonetheless, i am an idiot.  what am i doing?  i don't know.  i was just chasing a smile, because its nice to smile.  but im worth more than a fucking smile.  except...that i fall easily...because im an idiot.

thats all.