hmmm...

8:12 a.m.  i think my head is in a vice, no wait, that's just my hangover.

soo, i guess beer isn't quite the answer. but its fun trying!

i am a little shocked at my weakness here.  not ashamed, just surprised.  i am beginning to think that maybe something dark and powerful snuck up on me when i was vulnerable.

it shouldn't be THIS hard, right?  i am really thinking that getting some help would probably be good for me.  and plus, i can't afford to drink every night.

i think i need a focus here.  emotional health.  mental health.  PHYSICAL health.  those are some things to work on.

i have also been a pretty needy friend lately, so maybe doing something nice for my peeps would be good too.